Yaad Aaungi...............

jab bhi mehfil me baithoge to yaad aaungi,

jab bhi us mod se guzroge to yaad aaungi......

bhool jana mujhe asan nhi hai itna,

bhulana chahoge jab bhi to yaad aaungi......

ek din kahin panghat pe mile the hum dono,

abke jab us raah se guzroge to yaad aaungi...

yaad karoge jab kabhi bhi udaas hoge,

jab kabhi yaaron ke beech baithoge to yaad aaungi.....

har ek chehre pe nakab hai yahan,

jab bhi kisi ko parkhoge to yaad aaungi.......

chahne wale to bahut mil jaayenge tumhe,

par jab kisi apne ko pukaroge to yaad aaungi.....

Us mod......

Usi mod se phir shuru karna chahti hu apni zindagi,

Jahan har lamha, har shai hassen thi, aur hum tum the ajnabee ……

Jin khawabon ko lekar chali thi main, jo kabhi jannat jaise hua karte the,

Par aaj vo sukhe hue patton ki tarah zarzar ho gaye hain,

Kahan reh gai hai ab vo us tarah ki dilkashi…………..

Kabhi raha karte the hum khayalon ki duniya me,

Par aaj ye aalam hai, k rehte h sawalon ki bheed me,

Kahan reh gai hai ab vo fursat ki ab ghadi………..

Shayad ye waqt humse koi khel khel gaya,

Rishta hamare bafa ka kisi aur hi rishte me badal gaya,

In ashkon bhari chadar se to behtar vo dhoop hi……..

Usi mod se phir shuru karna chahti hu apni zindagi,

Jahan har lamha, har shai hassen thi, aur hum tum the ajnabee ……

Sukun..........

aaj phir tujhe yaad karke sukun mehsoos hua,

teri yadon me khoye rehne me sukun mehsoos hua...

kya h ye main nhi janti,pata h tum kabhi na miloge mujhe,

phr bhi dil ko tera intzaar karne me sukun mehssos hua...

aaj mehfil me kisi ne baat ched di tmhari baton hi baton me,

to tumhare bare me kahi un baton me sukun mehsoos hua....

tum mujhe door bht ho janti hu,hm kabhi sath na honge,

par aaj tum khush ho,tumhari khushi me mujhe sukun mehsoos hua..

Kitni raaton ke baad.......................

Aaj phir tere hone ka ehsaas hua,

aaj ye pal phir aaya hai kitni raaton ke baad..........

us shaqhs ka intzaar karte hue din beete kitne,

aaj vo lamha phir aaya hai kitni raaton ke baad..........

phir tanhaai chane lagi hai mujh par is kadar,

ke vo manzar phir aaya hai kitni raaton ke baad.....

phir vahi dooriyon ka ehsaas hone laga hai mujhe,

aaj phir vahi majboori aai hai kitni raaton ke baad......

phir vahi bheege pal bheege yaadon ka samna hua mujhe,

vahi tanha raat aai hai, kitni raaton ke baad.......

bhula nhi paa rahi hu us waqt us manzar ko jisme maine sari duniya jee li thi,

vo waqt phir naa aa paya hai, kitni raaton ke baad........

har waqt har sehar sirf teri hi kami khalti hai mujhe,

ab to meri saansein bhi mujhe saza lagne lagi hain, vo kami aaj phir aai hai kitni raaton ke baad...

ye zindagi tere bina jeena nhi hai mujhe, roz sajda karti hu,

dua me mangti thi tujhe, aaj phir vahi dua aai hai zehan me kitni raaton ke baad...........

Tum.........

Kafile badle, log badle tumhe chahna na badla mera,
kitne mausam badlte chale gaye tumhe chahna na badla mera.......

itne dino ki khamoshi tumhari ab sahi nhi jati mujhse, par
tumhari is kamoshi ko chahna na badla mera..........

mausam badle , rut badli , tum bhi badal gaye, par
us badle hue shqhs ko chahna na badla mera.......

ab un galiyon me koi pukarta nhi mujhe, par
un galiyon se guzarna ab bhi na badla mera......

Kaun Hoon Main.............

Kabhi kabhi sochti hu ki aakhir kya hoon main ?

kabhi khud se anjaan to kabhi khud hi me uljhi hoon main.....

apni hi baaton aur apne hi haalaton se bebas si ho jati hoon,

aisa lagta hai kabhi khud ko samajh hi nhi pai hoon main...........

har taraf dard ka saagar, aur bebasi ghere hai mujhe,

aur doosron ko mashwarah deti hu main.......

kyun apne baare me nhi soch pati, kyun kisi ko kuch nhi batati,

kya kisi anjaane dar se darti hu main......

aakhir aisi kaun si baat hai jo mujhe kachothi rehti hai,

jis se hamesha kashmakash me rehti hu main......

na jaane aise kitne hi sawaal hain man me,

jinka hal hamesha khojti rehti hu main.......

phir bhi ek aakhri ummeed rehti hai hamesha rehti hai man me,

ki koi to mujhe batayega, ki aakhir kaun hoon main.............

Dastoor..................

Zindagi ne thukraya bahut hame, shayad gunehgaar hum hi the,

jo saza dena chahe zindagi, de dena hume manzoor hai....

Zindagi me talkhiyan kuch is kadar havi hui,

dekh lu har ek chehra, kis kadar benoor hai.............

ab bharosa dafan hai matlab k kabristaan me,

is vajah se saadgi ab aadmi se door hai........

dhoka khakar muskurana seekh lo yaaron yahan,

ye galat pehle tha lekin aaj kal to dastoor hai........

haalatein hum sab ki kuch is kadar se ho gai hain,

jaise panchi pinjre me laachar aur mazboor hai.........

jisne kisi ko samjha hi nhi kabhi,

shaqhs vo insaaniyat ke naam pe naasoor hai.......

vada karke tod dena, ye aadmi ki pehchaan hai,

is baat ka bura na manna, ye to aaj kal mashoor hai.....

Zindagi ki hakeekat...............

Zindagi kya hai, janjaoge

reit pe laa ke machliyaan rakh do.........

phool kis ke liye sajaoge,

mez per sookhi pattiyan rakh do...........

betiyaan baad me byahoge,

pehle girvi haveliyan rakh do.............

main zindgi ki hakeekat likh rahi hu,

kaat kar meri ungliyaan rakh do.......

dekhte dekhte zindagi yu door chali gai,

ki meri maut se pehle mera kafan rakh do.........

humne jo bhi kiya, uska kuch bhi hansil nhi,

ab saare rishton ko shunya kar do.............

zindagi ab jeene ki umeed nhi,

adhron par ab koi thoda zehar rakh do..........

jaa rahe h rishton ka maatam mana kar, aapke is jahan se,

ab to sab ek baar alvidaa keh do............

Aye khuda..............

Aye khuda reit k sehra ko samandar kar de,

ya chalakti hui aankhon ko bhi pathar kar de.........

tujhko dekha nhi mehsoos kiya h maine,

aa kisi din mere ehsaas ko zinda kar de............

aur kuch bhi mujhe darkaar nhi h, lekin

meri chadar mere pairon ke barabar kar de............

Dard...............

Is dard se guzre jamana ho gaya, phir bhi

lagta h jaise phir kissa anjaana ho gaya...........

log samajhte h bahut sangdil mujhe, par

kisi ko kya khabar ki mujhse sab baigana ho gaya.......

kaise is dard ko bayan karun kisi se,

jab apna hi mujhse juda ho gaya.......

ab to har shaqs me aks h uska,

lagta h mera har armaan khud me fanaa ho gaya............

ab lagta h jaise har apna gair h,

aur vo ek gair apna ho gaya............

Phir...........

phir se aaj baat hui baaton  baaton me,

phir se aaj vahi tamanaayein uthi mere jazbaton me.........

kyun aaj bhi tu zindaa h mujh me kahin na kahin,

phir se vahi khwaab dekhe tere aaj maine  raaton me...........

jitna bhulana chahu utna hi tu yaad aaye,

phir se vahi ek hook si uthi aaj teri yaadon me..........

chahti hu phir se ek baar tu mujhe mile,

phir se vahi baat ho un haseen vadiyon me..............